#_#Sad Love Story@_@

Sad Love Story
Part 1
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.“I can’t”“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin.....Jin: Here…take this…Again, he handed me a little doll.Me: What’s this?Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?Jin: Today? Huh?I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”Jin: You have something to say?Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…Jin: What?!Me: Tell me....
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday.....
Part 2
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

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◆前世欠你一滴泪◇ 【经典感人的爱情故事】

[第一世]

在恐龙灭绝之后不久，她爱着他，他不知道。她把最甜美的果子喂到他嘴里的时候，他不知道。她把最精美的兽骨项链挂在他的脖子上的时候，他还是不知道。甚至当她温柔地依偎在他怀里，带着笑容睡去的时候，他还是不知道。他穿着这个族里最漂亮的兽皮衣服，戴着这个族里最漂亮的兽骨项链，身边还跟着这个族里最漂亮的女人，但是他还是不知道这是因为她爱他。他好像习以为常，习以为常通常不是一件好事，有好多该发现的东西没法发现，有好多不寻常的事都因习以为常变得寻常了。于是他还是过着寻常的日子，他还是不知道这一切并不寻常。

在那时候，和外族的战争是不可避免的。胜利者得到奴隶和生存的权利，失败者注定要失去一切。这是自然的规律。在无数次和外族族战争中的某一次，他们战败了。有的人失去了自由，有的人失去了生命。通常失去生命的是男人，失去自由的是女人。因为长久如此，没有人觉得这不公平，技不如人当然应该认输。被俘虏的男人等着被杀，女人则等着被某个异族男人领回他的洞穴。

她知道，这样一来，他们更不可能在一起了。她和他都将成为异族的奴隶，奴隶是没有自由的。 　

她没想到他可能被杀。当她看着他在异族人的刀下倒下去的时候，她哭了。她曾经为他哭了无数次，只有这一次是当着他的面，因为那一刻，她的心真正地碎了。她曾经为他哭了无数次，只有这一次他看见了，直到那一刻，他才明白原来一切都非比寻常，他才知道她爱他。他在心里说，我欠你一滴泪。但是他无法做什么了，因为他死了。

异族的首领发现有个女俘虏死了，据说是因为心碎了。

[第二世] 　

他是一只飞鸟，她是一条游鱼。他们互相相爱，但是他们无法见面。他去找神——飞鸟总是最靠近神的动物。神对他说：你们的姻缘是三生三世的，这是第二生，既然这辈子没指望了，还是等下辈子吧。鸟没有眼泪，但是他的心在哭。神轻轻叹了口气：我看见你的心在流泪。我可以用法力让你能够流泪，但是你要记住，只有一滴。过了一会儿，神又说：我再告诉你一个不是办法的办法吧，据以前的神说，只要大海干枯了，水里的游鱼就会变成飞鸟……。他马上飞走了。看着他的身影，神自言自语：“哎，我又说谎了。” 　

在此后的日日夜夜，他抑制着自己思念的眼泪，并且叫着“不哭，不哭”，不停地衔着石头投到海里。在心里，他无数次的看见海干枯了，她变成了鸟，然后他对着她流下那一滴珍贵的眼泪，对她说“我爱你”。但，这一切都只在心里出现过。　

有人说他是布谷鸟，提醒大家及时播种；有人说他是精卫鸟，为了复仇才要填平大海。他们都错了。因为他们不知道这是三生三世的爱情。 　

直到有一天，他要倒下了，虽然他不相信海是填不干的，但是他确实精疲力尽了。他感觉自己要哭了，他拼命地抑制自己，他声嘶力竭：“不哭！不哭！”他挣扎着最后一次飞向大海——他要倒在海里。他渐渐地沉向海底，在生命最后的一刻，他看见了她的身影，她也看见了他。但是他们看不见彼此的眼泪，因为他们都在水里。

[第三世] 　

当她还是鱼的时候，她发誓要变成飞鸟。于是第三世她成了一只飞鸟。他呢？这一世他是一只小飞虫。这次是她拜访了神。神对她说：这是你们最后一世的姻缘，是最后的机会了。过了这一世，你们彼此将忘却对方。神又一次看见鸟的心里在流泪，于是对她说：在他的第三世，你会遇到危难，到时候他会穿着金甲圣衣救你于水火之中，然后还你一滴眼泪。风，把她和神的对话送到他的耳朵里。他笑了。他知道他终于可以在这第三世见到她了。这样，那些话，那滴泪，都可以送给她了。 　

这一世，他们互相寻找。向左，向右，不断地选择。不止一次，他们在同一条路上飞过，但是时间不同。不止一次，他们在即将相遇的时候，选择了相反的方向，就此错过。他们彼此追逐，他们无数次重复着对方的路线，他们无数次的错过。天空实在太广阔了。 　

冬天的某一天，风告诉他，她在朝着他飞来，叫他在这等着。他欣喜若狂，生怕错过她，偎在一棵松树上四处张望，他发现有时候阳光竟是那样的灿烂。这两世，他是第一次有时间注意到这件事情。但是，太阳注意到另一件事：他快死了！没有任何一只飞虫能度过冬天。他等不到她了。　 他开始感到自己要死了。他恨，他恨飞虫的寿命太短暂；他恨前世的飞鸟不能游泳；他恨自己那么晚才明白她爱着他。他快死了，但是它不能死，因为这是他们姻缘的最后一世了。那么金甲圣衣呢？那么那一滴泪呢？难道神又一次说谎了？她在飞过来，但是他的生命在急速地流逝。看到这一切，他依偎的那株松树哭了。 　

松树的眼泪是一滴松脂，这滴眼泪正好把他包围起来，紧紧地，使他的生命不再流逝，他因此保住了最后的一点生命力。但是同时也失去了行动的自由。这是最后一世了。谁也不能眼睁睁看着他们再次错过。她飞来了，他喊，但是他喊不出声，松脂已然凝固。她看见有个金黄的东西，是那样地耀眼。但是她错过了，因为在她心里，多耀眼的东西也没有他重要。最后一世，他们就这样错过。在她精疲力尽地倒下的时候，太阳哭了，因此天阴了；风哭了，因此下雨了。

[其后]

时光不顾一切向前飞奔，轮回照样进行。千年的轮回，使松脂变成了琥珀，而他，还靠着最后的那一点点生命力活在他的第三世。只要琥珀不被打碎，他就会一直活在第三世，守望着那段姻缘。　 无数次轮回之后，她又变成了女人。但是她早已忘记了那段三生三世的姻缘，她有了另一个心爱的人，他们幸福地在一起。有一天，她的男朋友看见了这只琥珀，买下来作成项链送给她。她把它挂在脖子上。这是第一次，他们又能这样如此亲近地待在一起，但是他已经不能说话，她也早已　 忘记。看着她和男朋友幸福地生活，他有时候很嫉妒，有时候很开心，但更多的是悔恨——如果自己早一点明白的话，他和她早就可以这样幸福地生活在一起了。他无数次地哭泣，但他已无泪。　

有一天，她的公司失火了，她在顶楼。她拼命地逃啊，但火势很大，脚下是一片火海。火神咆哮着：我还要吞噬一条生命！她听不到，因为她是最后一个目标，因为她已不是远古的生物。他听到了，他还活在他的第三世。那一刻，他蓦然记起千年之前神的话语：“在他的第三世，你会遇到危难，到时候他会穿着金甲圣衣救你于水火之中，然后还你一滴眼泪。”原来如此！奔跑中，她感到脖子上的项链蓦然断掉，但是她无暇顾及，她要跑出去，她的男朋友还在等着她。她不知道，在她身后的火海里，那只琥珀融化了，从琥珀中冒出一个气泡——那是他在松脂凝固之前为她流下的一滴眼泪，这滴眼泪在千年之后被火神释放出来。不用问他怎么样了，就算没有火海，他的生命力也会因为琥珀的破碎而消失。火神吞噬了最后一条生命，在她的背后止步。　

她奔出火海，扑到男朋友的怀里，哭了。人们都说她能从大火里逃生真是奇迹。她的男朋友抱着她哭了，大声地说“我爱你。”她周围的人都很清楚得听到了，但是，没有一个人听到火海里那只千年之前小虫的临终话语，那也是一句“我爱你！”　

神在天空中望着一切，“在他的第三世，你会遇到危难，到时候他会穿着金甲圣衣救你于水火之中，然后还你一滴眼泪。”千年前他说的话在自己耳边响起。神哭了。她和男朋友一直都很幸福，但她不知道这是因为神为她哭过的原因。

[最后]

轮回继续，生命继续。 　

唯一不再继续的，是那段被遗忘的三生三世的姻

如果我還一直深愛著你..你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

Survey again...

Face paint .... haha have a laugh ... i did it after i coloured the class banner when i cannot finish the colours. :p

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
:: Answer : (a) yes (b) No. Two Unknowns

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
:: Tissue box

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
:: Huo4 Yuan2 Jia3 ( Fearless )

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
:: 9:50 p.m

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
:: 9:50p.m. ( gosh , I'm good )

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
:: My Sister Running Up the Stairs

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
:: Painting

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
:: Sue's Survey

9. What are you wearing?
:: Shirt and 3/4 pants

10. Did you dream last night?
:: yes, weird dream though . Dreamt about walking into a bookshop , and met about one of my friend tht told me he finished reading the book of Acts ( a book in the bible )

11. When did you last laugh?
:: hm... not sure ... i seem to laugh everytime ... :p

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
:: A clown shape clock , two tables , a ironing board , bed , tv , sofa , com table , two cupboards , shirt hanging cupboard

13. Seen anything weird lately?
:: yeah , someone weird alright

14. What do you think of this quiz?
:: Cool?

15. What is the last film you saw?
:: Troy , didn't get to finish the show though .

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
:: I'm not sure actually , I'm stunned at this question. If i were to be a multi-millionaire i wouldjust hope i would lose myself

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
:: Hm... I have a phobia for sertain type of girls , i know it sounds weird , but walk far away from them when i see them . :p . And i'm afraid of heights

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
:: I would hope teenagers wouldn't experience "love" yet . I just hate to see its consequences eating up the lives of some youths of today . i feel like crying now though . I seriously hate it .

19. Do you like to dance?

:: i like to , but all the fats get in the way , so i've stopped . :x

20. What do you like about George Bush:
:: not sure , who is he anyway ? ( joking ) hm..... nothing?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
:: Suesanne Tan Ye Xin ( Jewels like the Stars at Night ) beacuse she would be precious to me like the sparkling stars at night. I like stars .

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
:: Janetton Tan Ray le ( Ri4 Le4 which is Sun and happiness ) Because I would hope that his life would be like the sun that brings happiness to the people around him .

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
:: Everyday man ....

24. Where would you go?

:: Not sure , australia?

25. What wouldyou say if your ex-girlfriend ( or someone who rejected you ) comes back and say " hey let's be together again ... "

:: I may have always love you , But i'm stupid enough to come back to you .

26. Who are you thinking of now ?

:: Someone ?

27. What would you hope for him/her ?

:: to Grow up , and change her thoughts and mentallity .

28 . If you would have a million dollars , what would you do ?

:: Hm... give to church building fund? and to travel The Legandary Roman Empire ( Rom ) . And do something else .

29. If you were to die today , who do you wish to see ?

:: someone dear to me ? What kind of question is this?

30. Would you want the person whom you love now to be with you?

:: No, she needs to study now, and i wouldn't have the time and money to Horng3 her. :p wait lah ... and i dun think she likes me also .. hahaha....

31. What do you wish to be when you grow up ?

:: Pastor or phsychologist

32. What would you want do if you did achieve to be what you want to be ?

:: Have a unity organisations among all the youth church groups in JB. So that we can help each other to grow the teenagers in this era . That is my passion .

一碗湯麵(A Blow Of TangMian)

看完故事后，感动+震撼的表情。。。。(提供者：何志良先生)

這是一個真實的故事，故事名稱我們叫它做一碗湯麵。

　　這個故事是十五年前的十二月三十一日，也就是除夕夜，發生在日本札幌街上一家「北海亭」的麵館裡。除夕夜吃拉麵條過年是日本人的傳統習俗，因此到了這一天，麵館的生意特別好，北海亭也不例外，這一天幾乎整天都客滿，不過到晚上十點以後幾乎就沒有客人了，平時到凌晨，街上都還很熱鬧的，這一天大家都早一 點趕回家過年，因此街上也很快就安靜下來。

　　北海亭的老闆是個憨憨傻傻的老實人，老闆娘倒很古道熱腸，待人親切。

　　除夕夜，最後一個客人走出麵館，老闆娘正打算關店的時候，店門再一次輕輕地被拉開，一個女人帶著兩個小男孩走進來，兩個孩子大約是六歲和十歲左右，穿著全新的一模一樣的運動服，那女人卻穿著過時的格子舊大衣。

　　「請坐！」聽老闆這麼招呼，那個女人怯怯的說：「可不可以……來一碗……湯麵？」背後的兩個孩子不安地對望了一眼。

　　「當然……當然可以，請這邊坐！」

　　老闆娘帶著他們走到最靠邊的二號桌子，然後向廚臺那邊大聲喊著：「一碗湯麵！」

　　一人份只有一團麵，老板多丟了半團麵，煮了滿滿一大碗，老闆娘和客人都不知道。母子三人圍著一碗湯麵吃得津津有味，一邊吃，一邊悄悄地談著：「好好吃喲！」哥哥說。

　　「媽，您也吃吃看嘛！」弟弟說著，挾了一根麵條往母親嘴裡送。

　　不一會兒吃完了，付了一百五十元，母子三人同聲誇讚：「真好吃，謝謝！」並且微微了鞠了一躬走出麵館。

　　「謝謝你們！新年快樂！」老闆和老闆娘同時這麼說。

　　每天忙著忙著，不知不覺很快地又過了一年。又到了十二月三十一日這一天；迎接新的一年，北海亭的生意仍然非常興旺。比去年除夕夜更忙碌的一天終於結束了，過了十點，老闆娘走向店門前，正想將門拉下的時候，店門又再度輕輕地被拉開，走進來了一位中年婦人另外帶著兩個小孩。老闆娘看到那件過時的格子舊大 衣，馬上想起一年前除夕夜最後的客人。

　　「可以不可以……給我們煮碗……..湯麵?」

　　「當然，當然，請邊坐！」

　　老闆娘一邊帶他們到去年坐過的二號桌子，一邊大聲喊：「一碗湯麵！」

　　老闆一邊應聲，一邊點上剛剛熄掉的爐火。

　　「是的！一碗湯麵！」

　　老闆娘偷偷地在丈夫的耳朵旁說著。「喂，煮三碗給他們吃好不好?」

　　「不行，這樣做他們會不好意思的。」

　　丈夫一邊這麼回答，卻一邊多丟進半團麵條到滾燙的鍋子裡，站在旁邊一直微笑著看著他的妻子說：「你看起來挺呆板的，心地倒還不錯嘛！」

　　丈夫默默地盛好一大碗香噴噴的麵交給妻子端出去。

　　母子三人圍著那碗麵，邊吃邊談論著，那些對話也傳到了老闆和老闆娘的耳朵裡。

　　「好香……好棒……真好吃……！」

　　「今年還能吃到北海亭的麵，真不錯！」

　　「明年能夠再來吃，就好了……！」

　　吃完了付了一百五十元，母子三人又走出了北海亭。

　　「謝謝！祝你們新年快樂！」

　　望著這母子三人的背影，老闆夫婦倆反覆談論了些久。

　　這三年的除夕夜，北海亭的生意仍然非常的好，老闆夫婦彼此忙到甚麼都沒時間講話，但是過了九點半，兩個人開始都有點不安了起來。十點到了，店員們領了紅包也回去了，主人急忙將牆壁上的價目表一張一張往裡翻，把今年夏天漲價的：「湯麵一碗二百元」那張價目表，重新寫上一百五十元。二號桌上面，三十分鐘前 老闆娘就先放上一張：「預約席」的卡片。

　　好像有意等客人都光了才進來似的，十點半的時候，這對母子三人終於又出現了。哥哥穿著國中的制服，弟弟穿著去年哥哥穿過的稍嫌大一點的夾克，兩個孩子都長大很多，母親仍然穿著那件褪了色的格子布舊大衣。

　　「請進！請進！」老闆娘熱情的招呼著。

　　望著笑臉相迎的老闆娘，母親戰戰兢地說：「麻煩……麻煩煮兩碗湯麵好不好？」

　　「好的，請這邊坐！」

　　老闆娘招待他們坐到二號桌，趕快若無其事的將那「預約席」的卡片藏起來，然後向裡面喊著：「兩碗湯麵 ！」

　　「是的！兩碗湯麵！馬上就好了呦！」

　　老闆一邊應聲，一邊丟進了三團麵進去。

　　母子三人一邊吃麵，一邊談著話，看起來很高興的樣子。

　　站在廚臺後面的老闆夫婦也跟著感受他們的喜悅，內心也跟著喜悅起來。

　　「小淳和哥哥；媽媽今天要謝謝你們兩個人啊！」

　　「謝謝！」

　　「為甚麼？」

　　是這樣的，你們過世的爸爸所造成八個人受傷的車禍，保險公司不能支付的部份，這幾年來每個月都必需繳五萬元。」

　　「欸，這個我們知道呀！」哥哥這麼回答。老闆娘一動也不動的靜靜聽著。

　　「本來應該繳到明年三月的，但是今天已全數繳完了！」

　　「哦，媽媽，真的呀？」

　　「欸，真的。因為哥哥認真的送報，小淳幫忙買菜做飯，使媽媽可以安心工作，公司發給我一份全勤的特別加給，因此今天就將剩下的部份就全部繳完了。」

　　「媽！哥哥！真是太好了，不過以後請讓小淳繼續做晚飯。」

　　「我也要繼續送報紙。小淳，加油！」

　　「謝謝你們弟兄倆，真的謝謝！」

　　「小淳和我有一個秘密，一直都沒有跟媽媽您說，那是……十一月的一個禮拜天，小淳的學校通知家長要去參觀教學課程，小淳的老師還特別附了一封信，說小淳的一篇文章被選為全北海道的代表，將參加全國的作文比賽。我聽小淳的同學說才知道的，因此；那一天我代表媽去參觀了。」

　　「真有這回事？後來呢?」

　　「老師出的題目是『我的志願』，小淳是以一碗湯麵為題寫的作文，還要當眾讀這篇作文。」

　　「作文是這樣寫的：爸爸車禍了，留下很多債務，為了還債，媽媽從早到晚拚命工作，連我每天早晚認真送報的事，弟弟也全部寫出來了。」

　　「還有，十二月三十一日晚上，我們母子三人共同吃一碗湯麵，非常好吃……三個人只叫一碗湯麵，麵店的伯伯和伯母竟然還向我們道謝，並且祝我們新年快樂！那聲音好像在鼓勵我們要堅強勇敢的活下去，趕緊把爸爸留下的債務還清！」

　　因此小淳決定長大以後要開麵館，當日本第一的麵館老闆，也要對每一個客人說加油！祝你幸福！謝謝你！」

　　一直站在廚臺裡聽他們對話的老闆夫婦突然失去蹤影，原來他們蹲下來，一條毛巾一人抓一頭，拼命擦著不斷湧出來的淚水。

　　「作文讀完了，老師說：小淳的哥哥今天代表媽媽來了，請上來說幾句話。」

　　「真的？那麼你怎麼辦？」

　　「因為太突然了，開始不知說甚麼好。我就說：謝謝大家平時對小淳的關愛，我弟弟每天必須買菜做晚飯，常常會在團體活動中急忙地回家，一定給大家添了許多麻煩，剛剛我弟弟讀一碗湯麵的時候，我曾感到很羞恥，但是看見弟弟挺胸大聲讀完一碗湯麵的時候，感到羞恥的那種心情才是真正的羞恥。」

　　「這些年來……媽媽只叫一碗湯麵的那種勇氣，我們兄弟絕對不會忘記…….我們兄弟一定會好好努力，好好的照顧母親，今後仍然拜託個位多多關照我弟弟。」

　　母子三個悄悄地握握手，拍拍肩，比往年都快樂地吃完過年的麵，付了三百元，說聲謝謝！並且鞠了躬走出麵館，望著母子三人的背影，老闆好像做個一年的總結束似地大聲說：

　　「謝謝！新年快樂！」

　　又過了一年。

　　北海亭麵館過了晚上九點，二號桌上又放了一塊「預約席」的卡片等待著，但是那母子三人並沒出現。

　　第二年、第三年、二號桌仍然空著，三個母子都再沒有出現北海亭的生意越來越好，店內全部都改裝過，桌椅都換了新的，只有那張二號桌仍然保留著。

　　「這究竟是怎麼一回事？」許多客人都覺得奇怪，這樣問。

　　老闆娘就講述關於一碗湯麵的故事給大家聽，那張舊桌子放在中央，對自己好像也是一種鼓勵，而且說不定那一天那三個客人還會再來，希望仍然用這張桌子來歡迎他們。

　　那張二號桌變成了「幸福的桌子」，客人一個個傳開去，有許多學生好奇，為了看那張桌子，專程從老遠的地方跑來吃麵，大家都特別指定要坐那桌子。

　　又過了很多年的十二月三十一日。

　　北海亭附近的商店主人，到了除夕這天打烊以後，都會帶著家眷集合到北海亭來吃麵，一邊吃，一邊等著聽除夕的鐘聲，然後大家一起到神社去拜拜，這是五六年來的習慣。

　　這一天過了九點半，先是魚店夫婦端來一大盤生魚片，接著又有人斷斷續續地帶酒菜來，經常都集合了三、四十個人，大家都很熱絡；每個人都知道二號桌的由來，大家嘴裡甚麼都不講，但是心裡卻想著那「除夕的預約席」今年可能又空空地迎接新年了。

　　有人吃麵，有人喝酒，有人忙進忙出準備菜餚，大家邊吃邊談，生意上的話。

　　連海水浴的事，最近了添了孫子……，無所不談，打成一片，像一家人，過了十點半，門突然再度被輕輕地被拉開。

　　所有的人都停止談話，視線一起朝向門口望去。

　　兩個青年穿著筆挺的西裝，手上拿著大衣走進來，大家鬆了一口氣，繼續恢復熱鬧的氣氛，老闆娘正準備說「抱歉，己經客滿了」拒絕客人的時候，有一個穿和服的女人走進來，站到兩個青年人的中間。

　　店內所有的客人都屏住呼吸，聽那穿和服的婦人慢慢地說：「麻煩…麻煩……湯麵.…三人份可以嗎？」

　　老闆娘的臉色馬上就變了，經過了十幾年的歲月，當時年輕母親和兩個小孩的形象，和眼前這三人，她瞬間努力想把畫面重疊在一起，廚臺後的老闆看傻了，手指交互的指著二個人，「你們….你們……」地說不出話來。

　　其中有一個青年望著不知措的老闆娘說：「我們母子三人，曾在十四年前的除夕夜叫了一份湯麵，受到那一碗湯麵的鼓勵，我們母子三人才能堅強的活下去。」

　　「後來我們搬到滋賀縣的外婆家住，我今年己通過醫師的檢定考試，在京都大學醫院的小兒科實習，明年四月將要來札幌的綜合醫院服務。」

　　「我們禮貌上先來拜訪這家醫院，順便去父親的墓前祭拜，和曾經想當麵店大老闆未成，現在在京都銀行就職的弟弟商量，有一個最奢侈的計劃…….就是今年除夕，母子三人要來拜訪札幌的北海亭，吃三人份的北海亭湯麵。」

　　一邊聽一邊微微點頭的老闆夫婦，眼眶裡溢滿淚水。

　　坐在門口的菜店老闆，把嘴裡含著的一口麵用力咯一聲整口吞了下去，然後站起來說：「喂、喂、老闆，怎麼啦？準備了十年一直等待這一天來臨，那個除夕十點過後的預約席呢？趕快招待他們啊！快呀！」

　　老闆娘終於恢復神志，拍了一下菜店老闆的肩膀，說：「歡迎，請……。喂！二號桌三碗湯麵」

　　那個傻愣愣的老闆擦了一下眼淚，應聲說：「是的，湯麵三碗！」

　

　　● 後記：

　　從 現實的眼光來看，麵店老闆所付出的並不多，但是，即使那只是幾個麵團，和幾聲誠懇帶有勉勵，祝福之意的「謝謝，新年快樂！」卻使正受殘酷現實逼迫陷入困境的生命重獲生機，這個故事給我們一啟示：不要忽視自己對這個環境的影響力，也許你的一些真誠的關懷，就會給這個世界帶來無限的光明。

　　因此，我們多麼熱切希望和企望。朋友，不要再吝嗇了，希望今後我們都能願意奉獻自己久藏的愛心，點亮它吧！即使那只是一點點的亮光而已，對寒冷的冬夜而言，卻也是真真實實溫暖和光明。

　　這個故事在日本發表時，感動了許多日本人，因此有了這麼一個說法：「看了這個故事的人，沒有一個不流淚的。」這個說法稍嫌誇大了些，但是看過這個故事的人的確有許多都為之感動落淚。然而他們流得不是感傷的淚，而是被那一份真誠的關愛，和那一片寬厚的心腸所感動的熱淚。

English translate...... Got many Grammar mistake.... Paiseh.... coz i use google translate....

This is a true story, the story of the name do we call a bowl of Tangmian.

This story is 15 years before the December 31, which is New Year's Eve, in a street in Sapporo, Japan, "the North Sea Pavilion" of the Lane. New Year's Eve to eat noodles Rafah is the Japanese New Year traditions and customs, so to this day, the Museum of the business particularly good, the North Sea Pavilion is no exception, the day almost fully booked throughout the day, but to 22:00 after the guests had almost no , Usually to the early morning, the streets are very busy, the day we all rush home early New Year, so the streets are soon quiet down.

North Sea kiosk owner is a Hanhanshasha the honest people, she Daohen Gudaorechang, cordial and others.

New Year's Eve, the last guests out of Hall, she was planning to shop the clearance time, once again gently Dianmen was opened, a woman with two small boys into the past, is about two children around the age of six and 20-year-old , The same as wearing a new uniform, that women are wearing outdated lattice old coat.

"Qingzuo!" Listening to so notify the boss, that woman Qieqie said: "Can a bowl to………… Tangmian» "behind the unrest and two children look on the one.

"Of course…… of course, please sit here!"

She took them to come to the side of the table on the 2nd, then to the kitchen side of the Taiwan loudly shouted: "a bowl of Tangmian!"

Only one person in a group face, the boss lost more than half of Mission, a cook a bowl full, she and the guests do not know. Mother and child around three Tangmian eat with relish a bowl while eating, while quietly Tanzhe: "good taste yo!" His brother said.

"Mother, you eat Kanma!" His brother says, using the noodles to a mother sending her mouth.

After the Buyikuaier, paid a 150 yuan, three simultaneous Kuazan mother and son: "I delicious, thank you!" And slightly out of the Juliaoyigong Museum.

"Thank you! Happy New Year!" Bosses at the same time, and she said so.

Busy busy day, unwittingly quickly and after a year. Also on December 31 to this day; greet the new year, the kiosks in the North Sea is still very prosperous business. New Year's Eve last year, more than a busy day finally ended, after a 10-point, the boss wife to shop front, is now trying to pull down the gate, again gently Dianmen was opened, walked into a middle-aged woman to the other With two children. She saw the case of obsolete lattice old coat, they immediately think of New Year's Eve last year before the guests.

"Can not cook for us………… .. bowl Tangmian» "

"Of course, of course, please sit side!"

While she took them to No. 2 last year Zuoguo table, while loudly chanting: "a bowl of Tangmian!"

While bosses went, just one point on the Xidiao open fire.

"Yes! Bowl Tangmian!"

She secretly in her husband's ear next to speak. "Hey, they eat well cooked Sanwan bad» "

"No, they will do so embarrassed of."

While her husband so answer, but one more thrown into the semi-Mission pasta to boiling Guozi, has been standing next to the smiling watching his wife: "You seem very rigid, carefully Daohuan Yes!"

Sheng good husband quietly aromatic bowl of a surface-out to his wife.

The mother and son around three Wanmian, Bianchi Bian talk about book, which also spread to the dialogue between employers and proprietress of the ear.

"Good-Haobang………… really delicious……!"

"This year, the kiosks can also get the North Sea face, really good!"

"Next year will come back to eat, like a……!"

After the pay of 150 yuan, mother and three out of the North Sea Pavilion.

"Thank you! I wish you a Happy New Year!"

Looking at this three-looking mother and son, the couple repeated the boss talking about something a long time.

This year's New Year's Eve, the North Sea kiosks in business are still very good, the boss and his wife each other Mangdao what no time speech, but after 9:30, two people are a bit uneasy start up. By 10:00, the staff members who receive a red envelope has returned, the owner rushed to the price list on the wall over a one Wang Li, the price increases this summer: "200 yuan Tangmian a bowl of" going rates, re - Write 150 yuan. On the 2nd of the table, 30 minutes before she put on the first one: "reserve seats," the card.

Seems interested, and other guests to come in like a light, 10:30 time, this trio of mother and son finally has emerged. His brother dressed in the uniforms, wearing his brother last year, the little brother through the point of jacket, two children have grown up a lot, his mother still wearing the faded colors of the old lattice cloth coat.

"Come in.! Come in." she hailed the warm.

Looking at the smiling faces Xiangying the boss wife, mother war Zhanjing said: "trouble…… trouble cooking Liangwantangmian OK» "

"Yes, please sit here!"

She hospitality they sit on the 2nd tables, it will quickly Ruowuqishi the "reserve seats" hid the cards, and then to the inside shouted: "Liangwantangmian!"

"Yes! Liangwantangmian! Immediately like a Yo!"

While bosses went, entering into the side of the three corporations into the surface.

Mother of three while eating, while Tan Zhao, seemed happy look.

Taiwan stood behind the kitchen boss and his wife also with their feelings of joy, heart with joy to have.

"Mini-sun and his brother, his mother would like to thank you today, two people ah!"

"Thank you!"

"Why» "

This is your father passed away eight personal injury caused by the accident, insurance companies can not pay for part of the past few years are necessary every month to pay 50,000 yuan. "

"E, we know that!" So my brother answered. Proprietress of a Dongyebudong quietly listening.

"Should have been paid to March next year, but this has been paid in full the end!"

"Oh, my mother, really ah» "

"E, true because my brother was sent to the serious, small-sun to help buy vegetables to cook, so that mothers can feel at ease, the company issued me a special Quanqin to increase, so this will be the remaining part of the payment of all Finished. "

"Ma! Brother! Really great, but later let small-sun continue to do dinner."

"I also want to continue delivering newspapers. Small-sun, Come on!"

"Thank you Dixiong Liang, really Thank you!"

"Mini-sun, and I have a secret, has not been with your mother said, it is…… a Sunday in November, the small-sun visit to the schools to inform parents teaching courses, small-sun of the teachers of a particular Letters, small-sun said in an article was selected as the representative of the whole of Hokkaido, will participate in the national essay contest. I listen to small-sun said the students will know, therefore, on behalf of the day I visited the mother. "

"I have this thing» later this »"

"Teachers are entitled to the Volunteers' I ', small-sun is a bowl of Tangmian wrote the essay for, but also publicly read this essay."

"Writing is written like this: Father of the accident, leaving behind a lot of debt to debt repayment, working mothers desperately From morning to evening, even a day sooner or later I was sent to the serious matter, the younger brother has also written all."

"Moreover, on December 31 evening, we eat a bowl of mother and child together three Tangmian, very delicious…… only three people called a bowl Tang Mian, a noodle shop and Bomu Bobo was also to thank us, and I wish We Happy New Year! Voice that seems to encourage us to live strong and courageous, rushed to pay off debts left by my father! "

So small-sun decided to grow up to a noodle restaurant, when the first Japanese noodle restaurant owner, but also each of the guests said that the refueling! I wish you happiness! Thank you! "

Taiwan has been at the forefront in the kitchen listening to the dialogue they suddenly lost sight of the boss and his wife, they squatted down to the original, a one grasping a towel, Cazhao desperately to keep out of the tears.

"Read the essay, the teacher said: small-sun's brother today on behalf of the mother to, speaking a few words."

"It« So how do you »"

"Because too sudden, I do not know Shuishimehao start. I say: Thank you all for the usual small-sun care, my brother every day to buy vegetables to dinner, often in group activities in a hurry to go home, we must add to the A lot of trouble, just my brother read a bowl of Tangmian the time, I am ashamed, but to see his brother finished his chest loudly when a bowl of Tang Mian, the kind of feelings of shame is the real shame. "

"Over the years…… mother is only a bowl of Tangmian the kind of courage, our brothers will never forget……. Our brothers will make efforts to properly care for mothers, will continue to ask a lot of attention at my brother."

Mother of three quietly grip handshake, patted shoulders, than in previous years are happily eating New Year's face, paid a 300 yuan, say thank you! And Ju Gong out of the museum, watching the mother and son trio provides some background, the boss seems to be a year of the end of Side loudly said:

"Thank you! Happy New Year!"

And after a year.

Ting Museum of the North Sea after a 21 o'clock, on the 2nd table and put a "reserve seats" waiting for the card, but the mother and son trio did not appear.

The following year, the third year, on the 2nd table is still empty, the mother of three did not appear to have kiosks in the North Sea business getting better and better, all modifications to the shop, tables and chairs are for a new, going only 2 Tables, still retains.

"Is this how one thing» "Many guests find it strange, so asked.

She speaks of the bowl on the story of Tang Mian, going on the old tables, is also on its own like an incentive, but maybe the day will come that the three guests that are still welcome to use this table.

Going on the 2nd tables become "well-being of the table," the guests of a spread, there are many students out of curiosity, going to look at the table, came from far away places to eat跑来face, we all have to sit specified that the table .

Has been for many years on December 31.

North Sea near the store kiosk owner, to close the day after New Year's Eve, family members will take the collection to eat pavilion of the North Sea, while eating, while waiting to hear the bell on New Year's Eve, and then everyone to拜拜to the shrine, which is five Habits of the past six years.

On this day after 9:30, the first couple of fish shops Duanlai Yi sashimi market, then it was off to Jiucai zone, often a collection of 30 to 40 individuals, we are very warm; everyone knows on the 2nd table The origin, we do not say what his mouth, but the mind is thinking about the "New Year's Eve bookings seats" this year may also air-to-air to meet the New Year.

Some people eat face, some people drink, it was busy preparing dishes out into the busy, we talk about Bianchi Bian, business in the past.

Even the swimming thing, the last of the Tim grandchildren……, Wusuobutan,after a 10:30, the doors were suddenly once again be opened lightly.

All the people to stop speech sightline If viewed together towards the door.

Biting the two youths wearing a suit and holding hands to coat walked into, we breathe a sigh of relief, to restore the festive atmosphere, she is preparing to say "Sorry, has been fully booked," refused to guests, wearing a kimono The woman walked into the past, points to two young people to the middle.

The shop all the guests hold your breath, the woman Tingna wear kimonos and slowly said: "The trouble trouble……… Tangmian.… Three of you can» "

She immediately changed the face, after more than 10 years of time, the then young mother and two children's image, and now the three men, she would like to screen moment to overlap with Taiwan after the kitchen to see the boss of the silly , The finger pointing to the personal interaction, "You…. You……" and can not say a word.

Looking at one of the young people do not know of the measures she said: "We are mother and son three, 14 years ago in the New Year's Eve is a Tang Mian, a bowl of Tangmian be that the encouragement, we can be a strong mother and son live trio . "

"Later we moved to Shiga Waipo Jia live, I have been through this year's examination physician, Kyoto University Hospital in the pediatric practice, in April next year will want to come to the Sapporo hospital services."

"We politely on the first visit to this hospital, the way to his father's tomb to worship, and would like to have face-to-face shop boss minors, now in Kyoto to discuss his brother-in banks, one of the most extravagant plans……. This year is New Year's Eve , Mother and son to visit three to Sapporo's North Sea booths, eating three booths in the North Sea Tangmian. "

While slightly nodding his head while listening to the boss and his wife, tears in eyes, Yiman.

Sitting in front of vegetable store owner,含着the mouth of a force, 10 out of the whole mouth swallow down, and then stood up and said: "Hey, Hey, boss, how啦» ready for a decade have been waiting for this day coming , That New Year's Eve 10:00 after the appointment I do »quickly honor their ah! Kuaiya!"

She finally resumed consciousness, made a vegetable store owner on the shoulder and said: "Welcome, please……. Hey! Tables on the 2nd Sanwantangmian"

Lengleng that stupid bosses to wipe the tears, went said: "Yes, Tangmiansanwan!"



● postscript:

From a realistic point of view, the noodle shop owner is not paid by many, but even if it was just a few dough, and Jisheng with sincere encouragement, which means blessing, "Thank you, Happy New Year!"are subject to cruel Reality forced the troubled life regain vitality, this story an inspiration to us: Do not ignore his influence in this environment, perhaps some of you sincerely care, it will bring to this world infinitely bright.

So, how much we fervently hope and hope. Friends, not to mean, we can hope that the future is willing to sacrifice themselves for possession of love, lit it! Even if it was just a little bit of light only on cold winter nights, it is also truly warm and bright.

This story was published in Japan, moved many Japanese, with such a statement: "read this story, and no one does not tears." This is a little bit exaggerated, but people who read this story Indeed many have it moved to tears. But they are not sentimental in the flow of tears, but it was a sincere love, and that a generous heart touched by the tears.

Why did he cry? (A True Story)

Why did he cry? (A True Story)
A true story that happened in China
A bus full of passengers was travelling on hilly road.
Midway through the journey, 3 armed thugs was eyeing the pretty woman bus driver.
They forced the bus to stop and wanted to have fun with the driver!
The woman driver naturally shouted for help,
but all the rest of the passengers just kept quiet.
Then a weakly looking middle-aged man came forth to ask the 3 men to stop;
but he was instead beaten up.
The man was very angry and appealed loudly to the other passengers to stop this uncivilised act but nobody responded.
And the driver was dragged by the 3 men to the bushes nearby.

An hour later,
the 3 thugs and the ruffled driver came back to the bus and the driver is ready to drive off again....
"Hey you, get down the bus!" the woman driver shouted to the man who tried to assist her earlier on.
The man was bewildered and said:
"What's wrong with you? I was trying to save you just now and was I wrong in doing so?"
"You save me? What have you done to save me?"
The driver retorted, and a few of the passengers were quietly laughing away.
The man was really angry. Even though he did not have the ability to save her,
he should not be given this treatment at all.
He refused to get down the bus and said; "I paid for the trip and I have the right to remain."
The driver put on a grim face and said: "If you don't get down, the bus will not move on."
What was unexpected was that the passengers,
who were oblivious to the barbaric act of the thugs just now,
suddenly woke up and in a concerted effort asked the man to get down the bus saying:
"You might as well get off the bus, we have things to attend to and cannot afford anymore delays!"
A few stronger passenger were indeed trying to drag the man down the bus
The 3 thugs were smiling knowingly at each other and commented:
"We must have done a great job to the lady!"

After much ado, the man's luggage was thrown out the bus window and he was ousted out of the bus.
The bus started on its journey again.
The driver straightened up her hair and turned the radio to full volume.
The bus was reaching the hill top and will go downhill after a turn.
The right side of the bus was facing an unfathomable cliff.
The speed of the bus increased gradually.
The driver's face was very calm with both hands on the steering wheel.
Tears started to swell in her eyes.
One of the thug realised something amiss and said to the driver:
"Drive slowly, what are you trying to do?"
The driver said nothing, but the bus travelled faster and faster.
The thug tried to grap hold of the steering wheel,
but the bus shoot towards the cliff like an arrow leaving the bow.

The next day, the local paper reported a tragic accident at the 'Tiger Taming Hill' region.
A medium sized bus fell through the cliff and the driver and the 13 passengers were all killed.
The man who was chased down the bus saw the paper and cried.
Nobody knew what was he crying about and why he cried!

You know why he cried?
If you were in the bus,
would you stand up like the man did?
We need people like him to create and sustain a normal society!

When we treat others with our hearts;
we will receive warmth and love from people!
It is a very tragic story.
What will you do if you are the bus driver.
- Life driven by anger is no life. -

為什麼哭( 一個真實的故事 )
發生在中國的一個真實的故事。

滿載乘客的長途客車行馳在盤山公路上。
山間公路上三名持槍歹徙居然盯上漂亮的女司機，
強迫中巴停下，要帶女司機下車去「玩玩」。
女司機情急呼救，全車乘客噤若寒蟬。
只有一中年瘦弱男子應聲奮起，卻被打傷在地。
這位男子氣極，奮起大呼全車人制止暴行，
卻無人響應，任憑女司機被拖至山林草叢。

半個時辰後，三歹徒與衣衫不整的女司機歸來回到車上。車又將行 ~~~
女司機要被打傷流血的瘦弱男子下車。男子不肯，僵持起來。
" 喂，你下車吧，我的車不拉你！ "
中年男子急了，說：
「你這人怎麼不講道理，我還救你呢，難道我還錯嗎？」
「你救我？你救我什麼了？」
女司機矢口否認，引得幾個乘客竊笑。
中年男子氣極，恨自已身無大俠之力！
救人未救成，可也不該得此 ~~~
被驅逐下車的結果呀，他堅決不下。
「再說我買票了，我有權坐車！」
女司機揚起臉無情地說：
「不下車，我就不開。」
沒想到的是，滿車剛才還對暴行熟視無睹的乘客們，
卻如剛剛睡醒般，齊心協力地勸那男子下車：
「你快下去吧，我們還有事呢，耽擱不起！」
有幾位力大的乘客 ~ 甚至想上前拖這中年男子下車，
使人想起莫泊桑筆下【羊脂球】的情節。 .
三個歹徒咧著嘴笑，得意地笑了。
其中有個黑皮無賴毫不知恥地說：「哥們把她玩恣了！」
另外兩個歹徒也胡言亂語：「她是我對象，關你屁事！」

一場爭吵，直到那男子的行李從車窗扔出，
他隨後被推擠而下。
汽車又平穩地行駛在山路上，
女司機掠了一下頭髮，按響了收音機。
車快到山頂，拐過彎去就要下山了，
車左側是劈山開的路，右側是百丈懸崖。
汽車悄悄地加速了，女司機臉上十分平靜，
雙手緊握著方向盤，眼睛淌出晶瑩的淚水。
一歹徒似乎覺察到了什麼，說：
「慢點開，慢點開，你想幹什麼？ " 」
女司機並不說話，車速越來越快。
歹徒企圖撲上去搶方向盤，汽車卻像離弦的箭向懸崖衝去。

第二天，當地報紙報導：伏虎山區 ~ 昨日發生慘禍，
一中型巴士摔下山崖。車上司機和十三名乘客無一生還 。
半路被趕下車的中年人看到報紙哭了，
誰也不知道他哭什麼，
為什麼哭？

現在你知道他為什麼哭了嗎？
若你身在當時的情境，你會不會 ~
也像那個中年人一樣挺身而出呢？

這才是人心，這才是正常的社會！
當我們用心對人時 ;
有心人將以熱情回報妳 ;
希望我們都是用心的人 ;
也是有心的人。

By: 猪是的念来过倒

by:豪。。。

A little Bit About Vincent De Magnificient

001.Real name:
-Vincent Tan Zhuguang

002. Nicknames:
-Fat-ass , Pincent , and some other's i get pissed off at

003. Married:
-No.

004. Zodiac sign:
-Dun rrl believe , but Capricon It is

005. Male or female:
-Male, absolutely male .

006. Grade School:
- SJK(c) FOON YEW (1)

007. Highschool:
-S.M.K Sri Tebrau , currently in S.M.K Taman Molek

008. College:
-nope not yet

009. Phone:
-O2 and Motorola

010. Hair color:
Black. some brown

011. Tall or short:
- Tall and short , depends on who you are comparing to . :p

012. Smoke:
-Absolutely NOT!

013. Drink:
- Hm... no , not in a long time

014. Available:
- Single .But not available

015. Are you a health freak:
-Hm. no .considering i always sleep quite late, but i'm trying to sleep early .

016. Height:
- 167cm I think

017. Do you have a crush on someone?:
- Hm... not rrl , I was always serious though

018. Do you like yourself:
- hm.. not rrl but trying to

019. Phone or computer:
- computerphone :p

020. Tattoos:
- No thank you

021. Righty or lefty:
-I'm always right

022. Birthday:
-14 January 1992

023. First piercing:
- My heart was pierced though .... no , no piercing

024. Sms or calls:
-Calls i think . But sms gives you the feel of expectation though

025. Science, Chinese, Math?
science - okay , chinese - totally loathed , maths - i think i do like it

027. First pet:
- Tortoise .

028. Cycling or jogging?
-Jogging

029. Sunny or rainy?
- Depends on my mood . Cloudy's the best I think ... :p

030. Favourite drink:
- 100 plus , latte milk shake

049. Favourite tibits:
- hardly have them , dun remember wad i like .

050. Favourite alphabet:
-W L S A V

052. I'm about to do:
- Go to the toilet and release myself

053. Listening to:
- the fan spinning above my head

054. Favourite website?
- not sure , firstclasschemistry ?

055. Favourite colour?
-black white turqoise gree blue ? I dun noe , artistic ppl like many colours

056. Favourite number?
- 1

057. Hugs or kisses?
- not sure , never tried kissing , so hugs i think , i like feeling the warmth of another person , and the aroma of their body

058. Who are you missing now?
- somebody or nobody

059. Do you believe in God?
- I do , but I doubt sometimes

060. Hate yourself?
- Yes , for the things I did and the things I said

061. Age?
- 16 , but i look like 20 ( when I dun talk )

062. Looking forward to:
- The future

063. Number Of Siblings ?
- 3 , I'm the first

064 . Have someone played with your feelings before ?
- I think yes .

065. If answer of question 064. is yes , what would you do if someone were to play with your feelings again ?
- I will slaugher her alive .

067. Favourite movie ?
- Shawshank Redemption , August Rush




hope you enjoyed reading about me ... :p

L33Sa

Death //So Sudden//So Unpredictable

On the morning I called Saturday . My mom entered my room and waked me up . Having all the load of tiredness aching all over my body , I arose unwillingly . Only to find out the news of death knocking on my eardrums .

I hate death , i really do .

Having to know about my dear ex-teachers death , I felt nothing . I have to be honest , she thought me B.M when I was 12, but that was like 4 years ago . It was because of that I have much feelings when I heard about her death.



However, having to be friends with her sons , I was still in deep symphathy with her family . She was a Great Teacher , a Great Mother , and Great Wife to her husband .



On Sunday night , I was given a chance to go to her wake service . I was reluctant. I hated funeral sevice like that . Everyone will be sad,i hate to be in that kind of situation . Most of all , i didn't want to cry . But anyway i still went . Having to hear about the people talking about her , I was deeply moved . No... actually I was speechless .Just like his son Isaac said " No words are worthy of describing her ."



Her son described about the time they went for vacation together . She always wanted to take pictures . He and his brother thought it was annoying .



But only then they understood. Because now they know , only the Photos can clearly show them the time they

Happily spent Together.

I was dearly touched , and i was deeply moved, the tears were wanting to gush out , but i held them back . I wish i didn't . But sadly . . . i did .



I missed her dearly and I will always remember the teachings she left behind . All of her LEGACY .





Lastly , I want to say , THANK YOU TEACHER

TNT // Today Not Tomorrow

Today was another day, where i have grown towards the numbness ... Although the face of mine so joyful , but deep inside ... Nobody Knows ... Maybe i've come to a part where i've stopped caring . Maybe its beacuse all the people i care , never return to care about me . Maybe the sub-consiousness of Nobody-Cares-For-You has really got a hold of me?

Maybe i could say life was always different for me ... Life was always abnormal ...

However ,aren't all of us different ?

Here are a few videos tht says one thing ... We are all different ..


hahahahahahahahahahahhhahaaahahhaa.......
Ken Lee !!!! Tulibu dubudaochu~~~

This next one is super geng3 ( awestrucking )

here's another guy, tht really is someone you can say , " Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover "


so..... school today was extraordinary ...
Me , Vincent , has attemped the " Wild Dog Bitting " act ... of which i thought tht there is only one word to describe it .... " MEMPER-SIA-SWAY "

hahah.... never in my life would i do tht again ... so chong dar please dun look at me with those eyes and ask me to act that again, OKay? :p

BI was cool , nothing much actually , i totally slacked of that class... some ppl were doing the second Oral Test .

B.M. was totally UNCOOL.... teacher looked sooo pissed when she came in , as if she had got up from the wrong side of bed.... did NILAM ( book review ) for some stupid test thing larh... burt actually we all faked... :P Because none of us really read the books ... LOL ... we just copied the introduction at the back... and I BORROWED another book ... hahah "borrowed "

Ad.maths was pretty interesting , we learnt about " RADIAN " and how to find perimeter from using the formula S=rQ ( sorry , can't find the symbol of titah )

BC . i wasn't paying attention in B.C as i didn't take tht subject . i was busy reading my "borrowed " book .

When It came to SiviK , it was pretty dissapointing as SOMEBODY freakingly forgot to bring the Cloth on which we are suppose to paint. Anyway, we then played the animal game, which was sooo totally cool . hahahah . Me as the "hamster" , totally enjoyed the game . As cool as it was, we tried to put in songs like " negaraku and Ke4 Ren2 Lai ( the coming of a guest ) . It was ... hilarious ... then we tried to put in animal sounds tht were totally not related ... lol ... like i put a worm sign and said "MEOW !!! " ... hahah

Biology . We went to the lab , as the teacher talked about the process of how a cell splits through meiosis ....and ... hm............. meiosis ... tht seems to be the only word i've learnt from bio class... haha... .

Chong han said it was so boring tht he has to try all his best to keep himself awake . But i think tht it was pretty interesting , but i was tired of the day , thts why i couldn;t remember a thing .

Wa.... the pipe so nice to stare...keep starring

I'm gonna eat my hand ... :p

[=THE BEST TEACHER EVER=]

After tht we went home , draggin our TORTURED body and mind out of the school to continue the rest of the day ...

Doggie fetching pipe.......

although i hav told this story to someone....but i hope u all can enjoy read this things...^^