第一封
一九四五年十二月二十五日 友子 太阳已经完全没入了海面 我真的已经完全看不见台湾岛了 你还站在那里等我吗 友
子 请原谅我这个懦弱的男人从来不敢承认我们两人的相爱 我甚至已经忘记 我是如何迷上那个不照规定理发 而惹得我
大发雷霆的女孩了 友子 你固执不讲理 爱玩爱流行我却如此受不住的迷恋你 只是好不容易你毕业了 我们却战败了
我是战败国的子民 贵族的骄傲瞬间堕落为犯人的枷 我只是个穷教师为何要背负一个民族的罪 时代的宿命是时代的罪
过 我只是个穷教师 我爱你 却必须放弃你
第二封
第三天 该怎麼克制自己不去想你 你是南方艳阳下成长的学生 我是从飘雪的北方渡洋过海的老师 我们是这麼的不同
为何却会如此的相爱我怀念艳阳…我怀念热风… 我犹有记忆你被红蚁惹毛的样子 我知道我不该嘲笑你 但你踩著红蚁的
样子真美 像踩著一种奇幻的舞步 愤怒强烈又带著轻挑的嬉笑… 友子 我就是那时爱上你的… 多希望这时有暴风 把我
淹没在这台湾与日本间的海域 这样我就不必为了我的懦弱负责
第三封
友子 才几天的航行 海风所带来的哭声已让我苍老许多 我不愿离开甲板 也不愿睡觉 我心里已经做好盘算 一旦让我
著陆我将一辈子不愿再看见大海 海风啊 为何总是带来哭声呢 爱人哭 嫁人哭 生孩子哭 想著你未来可能的幸福我总
是会哭 只是我的泪水总是在涌出前就被海风吹乾 涌不出泪水的哭泣 让我更苍老了 可恶的风 可恶的月光 可恶的海
第四封
十二月的海总是带著愤怒 我承受著耻辱和悔恨的臭味 陪同不安静地晃荡 不明白我到底是归乡 还是离乡 傍晚 已经
进入了日本海白天我头痛欲裂 可恨的浓雾 阻挡了我一整个白天的视线 而现在的星光真美 记得你才是中学一年级小女
生时 就胆敢以天狗食月的农村传说来挑战我月蚀的天文理论吗 再说一件不怕你挑战的理论 你知道我们现在所看到的
星光 是自几亿光年远的星球上 所发射过来的吗 哇几亿光年发射出来的光 我们现在才看到 几亿光年的台湾岛和日本
岛 又是什麼样子呢 山还是山 海还是海 却不见了人 我想再多看几眼星空在这什麼都善变的人世间里 我想看一下永
恒 遇见了要往台湾避冬的乌鱼群 我把对你的相思寄放在其中的一只 希望你的渔人父亲可以捕获 友子尽管他的气味辛
酸 你也一定要尝一口 你会明白… 我不是抛弃你 我是舍不得你 我在众人熟睡的甲板上反覆低喃 我不是抛弃你 我是
舍不得你
第五封
天亮了 但又有何关系 反正日光总是带来浓雾 黎明前的一段恍惚 我见到了日后的你韶华已逝 日后的我发秃眼垂 晨
雾如飘雪 覆盖了我额上的皱纹 骄阳如烈焰 焚枯了你秀发的乌黑 你我心中最后一点余热完全凋零 友子… 请原谅我这
身无用的躯体
第六封
海上气温16度 风速12节 水深97米 已经看见了几只海鸟 预计明天入夜前我们即将登陆 友子… 我把我在台湾的相簿
都留给你就寄放在你母亲那儿 但我偷了其中一张 是你在海边玩水的那张 照片里的海没风也没雨 照片里的你 笑得就
像在天堂 不管你的未来将属於谁谁都配不上你 原本以为我能将美好回忆妥善打包 到头来却发现我能携走的只有虚无
我真的很想你啊 彩虹 但愿这彩虹的两端 足以跨过海洋 连结我和你
第七封
友子 我已经平安著陆 七天的航行 我终於踩上我战后残破的土地 可是我却开始思念海洋 这海洋为何总是站在 希望
和灭绝的两个极端这是我的最后一封信 待会我就会把信寄出去 这容不下爱情的海洋 至少还容得下相思吧 友子 我的
相思你一定要收到 这样你才会原谅我一点点我想我会把你放在我心里一辈子 就算娶妻 生子 在人生重要的转折点上
一定会浮现… 你提著笨重的行李逃家 在遣返的人潮中 你孤单地站著你戴著那顶… 存了好久的钱才买来的白色针织帽
是为了让我能在人群中发现你吧 我看见了…我看见了… 你安静不动地站著 你像七月的烈日让我不敢再多看你一眼 你
站得如此安静 我刻意冰凉的心 却又顿时燃起 我伤心 又不敢让遗憾流露 我心里嘀咕，嘴巴却一声不吭 我知道思念
这庸俗的字眼 将如阳光下的黑影 我逃他追…我追他逃… 一辈子 我会假装你忘了我 假装你将你我的过往 像候鸟一般
从记忆中迁徙假装你已走过寒冬迎接春天 我会假装… 一直到自以为一切都是真的 然后… 祝你一生永远幸福
The first letter
December 25, 1945 Friends of the son of the sun has not completely into the sea, I
really can not see the island of Taiwan has been completely you standing there, and
so me-you-please forgive me for this cowardly man has never been afraid to admit
that we The two men in love I have forgotten how I fell in love that things were
done according to provisions of hair and I either furious Friends of the girl child
you love playing stubborn unreasonable fashion so I can not live by the obsession
with you, you just finally graduate Our defeat but I was defeated by the noble
people of the proud moment for the degradation of prisoners flail I am just a poor
teacher why a nation to bear the sins of the times is the fate of the sins of the
times I am just a poor teacher, I love you must You have to give up
The second letter
The third day of their restraint and not how you think you are under the sun of the
South I grew up students from the flurries in the north of the ferry to cross the
harbor foreign teachers we are so different so why would I miss the love I miss the
sun ... What is more hot air ... I remember you were a Re Mao red ants look like I
know I should not laugh at you, but you walking the red ants look like walking a
beautiful fantasy of dance and strong anger with the Qingtiao laughter ... I Tomoko
At that time you fell in love with that ... there is more hope this time I drowned
in the storm which Taiwan and the waters between Japan so I do not have to be
responsible for my weakness
Third letter
Tomoko only a few days of sea navigation has been brought about by the cries of so
many old and I do not want to leave the deck I do not want to go to bed I thought to
myself have been carried out as soon as I landed I would not want their lives to see
why the total ocean sea breeze ah Is to bring them crying wife married to cry cry
baby cry you think of the future well-being, I always cry, I just always in tears
poured out before the sea breeze was drying Chung could not let me cry tears of the
more old The wind abhorrent abhorrent abominable moonlight sea
The fourth closure
December sea is always angry with me suffer shame and remorse are not accompanied by
the smell of rock quietly in the end I do not understand is a home away from home in
the evening or have entered the Sea of Japan during the day and I have a splitting
headache hateful dense block I had a whole line of sight during the day and now star
of the United States and remember that you are really first-year secondary school
girls dare to days when dog food on the rural legend to challenge me on the
astronomical theory of corrosion you say you are not afraid of a challenge to the
theory, you know Now we have seen is the star of hundreds of millions of light years
away from the planet by firing it over the wow hundreds of millions of light years
from the launch of the light we now see hundreds of millions of light years of the
island of Taiwan and Japan, the island is what Hill does the sea or mountains or who
had disappeared more than I would like to Kanji Yan Star in this human world of
changing anything, I would like to see the eternal met to Taiwan to avoid winter's
gray mullet I love your Leave them in a fisherman's father, I hope you can catch
Tomoko despite his bitter smell you must be a taste you will understand ... I am not
abandon you and I want to be you and me sleeping in public on the deck over and over
again I am not a Dinan I am reluctant to abandon you, you
Fifth closure
What is the relationship between the dawn anyway, but sunlight is always a period of
the pre-dawn fog brought trance, I saw you in the future of the late Shaohua future,
I made eye bald down as the morning mist flurries coverage on the amount of my
wrinkles, such as sun Flames burn dry your hair in your black in my mind that the
final heat away completely Tomoko ... Forgive me for this body are useless
Sixth closure
Sea temperature of 16 degrees wind speed of 12 water 97 meters deep has seen a few
of the seabirds are expected tomorrow, we will be landing at night before-you to my
son ... I Taiwan in the album are left to you leave your mother in there but I stole
one of the You play in the water of the sea in the picture of the sea, the wind did
not rain in the photo you just laugh in heaven regardless of your future will belong
to anyone who had thought that you deserve better and I can remember properly
Packing in the end only to find that I can only carry away nothing I really want to
hope that you ah Rainbow Rainbow enough to cross the ocean at both ends of the link
you and I
The seventh seal
Tomoko I have safely landed the seven-day voyage, I stepped I finally broken the
post-war land, but I do miss the beginning of this ocean marine always stand for
that and hope that the extinction of these two extremes is my last letter I will be
The letter will be sent to this ocean of love can not tolerate at least accommodate
you love-you-my love to you so that you receive will forgive me a little bit and I
think I will put your life even if I was to get married and have And have children
during their most important turning point on ... you will certainly come with heavy
luggage to the repatriation of people running away from home you are alone in
standing up to you wearing a top that for a long time ... keep the money only bought
a white knitted cap to allow I found the crowd I saw you ... you ... I saw a quiet
place to stand motionless as you let the hot sun of July I can not wait for you at
your station so I deliberately quiet but cold heart I am also sad to ignite suddenly
afraid to let my heart whispered Regrettably, show, silent mouth but I know that
miss this vulgar words such as the sun shadow of his recovery ... I fled my whole
life chasing him away ... you pretend that I will forget I had to pretend you will
be you and me in the past as the migratory birds from the general memory of the
movement to pretend you have gone through winter meet in the spring ... I will
always pretend to think everything is really ... and then I wish you a happy life
forever
